Thursday, April 6, 2017

Song Release and photos from Villain contest

I've recently released my single, "Villain Song."



I originally wrote this song for a contest. In 2014, Jaguar had an ad at the Super Bowl with the slogan "good to be bad." link to ad The ad featured British actors who had played villains in Hollywood movies.

I wrote -- maybe tweeted -- Jaguar and told them I wished I could be a villain in a Hollywood movie. They told me that they couldn't help me achieve that goal, but that I could participate in their Villain contest. The prize was a trip to New Mexico and lessons from a race car driver driving their f type around a racetrack. 

I decided that I would like to win this contest, because it might help me position myself as an actress who wants to play villain roles.

I originally understood the rules of the contest to include writing a villain song. Later, when I read the rules again it said that we only had to name a villain song that we liked, but I had already written the words and melody to this song. I put a YouTube video up of me singing only the melody. a capella video It's not my best singing, because I had an undiagnosed GERD issue due to the chemo.  I tweeted them the link to the YouTube video, but I also named another villain song that I really like, Mordred's Lullaby

I didn't win the contest. I wasn't considered most villainous. 

However, I still had this song, so I decided to get it arranged. I hired my friend Stoddy Blackall to do the arrangement. He's a young singer/songwriter/pianist who is a graduate of the Berklee College of Music. I met him, because he was accompanying musical improv comedy in NYC and I have been studying musical improv comedy. I was always very impressed with his work as an improvisational accompanist. I found him to be exceptionally creative in a field of creative pianists. I think he's done an amazing job here.

Then I had this piece professionally recorded at the Outlook Recording Studio in Bethel, Maine. Conni St. Pierre, one of the co-owners, added a bit of percussion, to make it even spookier and more foreboding.

Cover photo on the album by my son, Joseph McKenney-Barschall

Warning: violent, sociopathic lyrics -- but it's really for fun. I don't want to kill you. I just want to play a villain.


I will use you. I will shed you
In my path, you are my tool 
I will use you. I will shed you
In my path, you are my fool.

Verse 1
In life, I choose to step with style,
And others serve, but for a while,
To fall beneath my striding boot,
Their slimed remains my triumph's root.

Verse 2
And those who think to thwart my plot
Will lie in shallow graves and rot
As I in glory rise to reign
And ever broaden my campaign

Compassion is a weak one's flaw
And friendship others' cloying maw
Alone I scheme to dominate
And soft ones see me far too late


I'm also working on a music video for this song. 

In the music video, there will be a dancer who is my character's victim.  

The director of the video suggested that the song might by symbolic of my fight against cancer and that the dancer might represent the cancer.

At the time, I replied

I think, when you're talking about a dream, the dreamer is every character in the dream. I am the villain.  I am the cancer. I am fighting the cancer.  I am fighting me. The dancer is the cancer. The dancer is me.  That's how the subconscious works.  I've found that about my fantasies.

In retrospect, though, I don't really think the song is only about fighting cancer.  I think I'm angry about a number of things.  The villain character is also the personification of my general rage, not just about cancer.

Link: Stills from video shoot


Addendum: here is a link to the rough cut of my video from the shoot of May 2017  rough cut video

I ended up being very dissatisfied with this shoot and I am restarting in 2018, currently interviewing new directors.  I did think that the dancer, Olga Bogdanova, was amazing -- but the rest I was not happy with.


Stills from when I was in chemo and writing this song

Here are some photos Sheila Furjanic took of me when I was participating in the Villain Contest sponsored by Jaguar USA in 2014, which inspired this song.  They wanted a photo of me with the f4.  I am normally very frugal with cars.  My last two cars that I bought were used Dodge Caravans.  I must say though that this car was *very* enticing.  I did wish I could have driven it.

I was in chemo when I participated in the contest.  That's why I was bald. I hoped it would give me a more villainous look.  I may be in chemo again soon, so this may be my future as well as my past.

Saturday, March 11, 2017

Links to online profiles



Intellectual Property Law

6283 Johnston Road

Suite 200

Albany, NY 12203

​Telephone:  (518) 4 FALATI  (518-432-5284)


Other key information:

Blog with ongoing updates


Other Professional Links


Actors Access: (this one probably has the best list of significant acting gigs  of any of my profiles)


Casting Networks

UCB Profile

Soundcloud (voiceover demo playlist)

My song on cdbaby

Artist Profile on CD baby  Actually, it just points back to my home page 


Now Casting


Blog about my artwork

Facebook webpage for 

Stage 32  

Ivy Life

Social Media

Instagram Probably the best place to start in terms of getting a summary of what I'm up to

twitter: @AnneBarschall  I use twitter mostly to complain to customer service departments and retweeting political posts. Pretty boring.

Blog  quite a few very long essays, but also various updates.

YouTube channel

I do have a second youtube channel, but it only has a few videos that ended up there kind of by accident

Facebook This is really a personal account, but I do accept friend requests from people I know.  Not from strange men who have no mutual friends and aren't local.

Google plus: and


Word Press (used for tracking my recent coursework)


Tuesday, March 7, 2017

Creative Block/ Bloc et Blocage

This is a short film in which I am featured as "Older Claire." This is my favorite of the set photos.
thanks to photographer Elizabeth Mealey

Poster for this movie

credit to Jennifer Himes

Awards & Acceptances for this movie:

a) silver award in Best Drama category at  Mindfield Awards, Los Angeles
c) Prindie featured filmmaker -- film of the month; 
d) semi-finalist in Los Angeles Cinefest
e) nominated for best Tri-State Film at the Philly Independent film awards (to be decided in May 2018)
f) selected for Auckland International Film Festival (pending)
g) accepted to the Art of Brooklyn Film Festival (pending)
h) selected for the Kew Gardens Festival -- nominated for THREE awards: Best Experimental/Music Video/Animation; ☺️🎈Sound Editing; Picture Editing 
i) selected for the Venice Film Festival
j) selected for the 2018 Oregon Cinema Arts Film Festival
k) Selected for 2018 Massachussets Independent Film Festival
l) selected for 2018 Yonkers Film Festival (YoFi Fest)
m) selected for the Franklin Film Festival in Tennessee
n) selected for The Midnight Film Festival, won best director
o) selected for the Indie Boom! 2018 festival -- trended for at least one week

Trailer for this movie:

More info:

Article about this film

The principal creator of this film, Nicola Rose McEldowney, has been written up in Raine magazine because she was the winner of the Raine Filmmaker Award  as a result of the Prindie Festival in  2018. You can see her in the photo below, and in the trailer above.

Set Photos that Include Me

from the set of Creative Block 3/3/17 
thanks to photographer Elizabeth Mealey